Feelings At The Meet And Greet Dance...

I can't believe I'm going to speak my mind about this...but the Meet and Greet dance was quite a day for me. I had felt like jello and light-headed. And I'll tell you why. Again...it's just weird for me to post about this but I should speak my mind more. This was the second dance I've been to in my ENTIRE life. And the first one in Upland. And a special someone happened to be there (you know who you are [9/16/97] :D). Some may know who this is. Some may not. Some may be able to guess. Well, being with her there, not knowing what I should do since I can't dance just made me feel like jello. I was just all light weighted and barely able to keep upright. It was all so strange. But she was having fun, dancing and what not. She's got some moves, ha-ha. But it was just quite some day for me. I didn't dance. But i tried to get pictures of her dancing, he-he. But they were blurry or she noticed. It was fun and weird all at the same time. Mostly the reason it was so weird is because I was thinking about making a move to hold her hand since I am dating her. But I hadn't done anything so I just felt weird after the dance thinking about it. Feelings, feelings, feelings. Why do feelings have to be confusing? I can't believe I am going to click publish...*hesitates* *clicks*